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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

just came home .

spent time with him today . yay . :] i llove him so muucchh . nvr had this feeling before . i'm so happy /

junyu's bdae today . happy birthday erzi ! ahhaas .

met him at pasir ris inter . went 445 meet the rest . den bedok , simei . den marina bay to eat steamboat : D

heehees . okaay . i'm high already . talking to mivio and debra on the phone now . bye .

SARAH CHAY . I'M NOT GOING MATHS REMEDIAL TML AND FRIDAY . WAHAHAHA . HAVE FUN . DUT MISS ME OKAAY . : D


LOVE YA LAOGONG /

9:49 PM
music is my life


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

okaay . meeting him at pasir ris inter tml at 12.30 . :]

hees . I CAN'T WAIT .


hafta go bathe now . i stink . spent quite long at the beach . den godsis and her family coming to my house for dinner before she gets married on sat . den mivio they all wants to confer at 9 . den i'll go find smth ta do after they put down . yay .


i still can't get rid of the habit of thinking too much . i was thinking some real rubbish stuffs just now . aaaahh . but heck it . as long as its not true can already .

called marmie when i was at the beach . den mivio called . den blaah . hp no batt le . ugh .

i love mivio so much . haah . she's so sweet . STOP IT WITH THE CAMPAIGN U IDIOT . you're like so damn vulgar can . contradiction . haah .


btw , does anyone know that i didnt actually stay with my family when i was young ? i grew up with my godma . haah .

okay . so random . shall continue the story some other day . byebye .



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LAOGONG /

6:20 PM
music is my life


he didnt reply my msges last night . marmie msged me say he can't reply , anything wed den say .

hmm ..


i'm thinking far too much .


someone once told me , grace isnt grace if she doesnt think too much and then complicate matters in the end . cos she thinks much to absurdly and in the end , things are actually very simple and everything was just cause she thinks too much .


i shall do something to occupy myself now . before i start thinking rubbish thoughts again . at least i can see him tml .. :]


still .
i wanna go beach now now now now now now now now now now !!!


I MISS YOU SO MUCCCHH .


:(



-edited-

i'm going to the beach alone since rachel doesnt want to go with me . mivio says she'll try , debra's in dance , dorothy's dying her hair , and i dunnoe what happened ta yujie . currently pissed with dickhead so shant call her .

so if anything just leave me a msg on msn or smth . u can try calling me but i dut think i'll pick up or wad . cos i dut think he's going to msg me today , since marmie said anything tml den say , so i dut care about communicating with anyone from the outside world now .

byebye .

2:32 PM
music is my life


Monday, May 29, 2006

just got off the phone . was talking for the past 4hrs .

i miss him .


hais .


i dunnoe what's going on .


i hate this feeling .


i hate my emo-ness .



LOVE YA /

11:56 PM
music is my life


went for this kent ridge tuition thing real early in the morning . damn sians laaaaarhs . the class had like what , 3 guys and 1 ger ? FYI , i was that pathetic ger . the guys there were fucking irritating . damn childish also . in other words , nerdy faggots . AAARRRHH . and i have to see them every monday during the hols . the teacher was kinda nice though . short , stubby old man .

shant post about wad happened after this . was kinda pissed about it , but i can't seem to stay pissed for long with ppl ya ? so pretty much okaay now .

actually , i realised something . i get really angry with people fast , but i dut stay angry for long . i wonder why .

a few things i cannot stand though .

I REALLLYY HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DUT PICK UP MY CALLS OR REPLY MY MSGS .
yes . i can get really pissed off when this happens . unless it's a special case like .. ahem , nevermind .

I ALSO FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE CRITISISE ME , (ESP MY MUSIC SKILLS) WHEN THEY'RE MUCH WORSER THAN ME .
haaah . everyone who knows me well should know who i'm talking about .

AND I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ACCUSE ME OF DOING STUFFS THAT I DIDNT EVER DO , BEFORE THEY EVEN GET THE FACTS RIGHT AND MAKING THINGS CLEAR .
simple and straight forward . haah .

i'm damn hungry and bored now . i have no foooooddd or any form of entertainment . x(

laogong !
I MISS YOU ALOT .
i shall stare at pooh until i go crazy .
:]

5:37 PM
music is my life


Sunday, May 28, 2006





okaay . when ta cut hair just now . walked with korkor's stead around tm . bought stuffs . yeeps . we're going Marriot hotel ta mum mum some day next wk with korkor . yay .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBRA !

laogong ! pictures' there . wahahaa . layer still longer than yours . hees . dut go become whale horhs . :]


LOVE YA /

7:44 PM
music is my life


Saturday, May 27, 2006

just got back home . yups .

went ta jurong early in the morning . waited fer yujie and nic ta come . went ta macs there with delphine , jiamin they all . blah .

science workshop thing was damn gaaay . delphine marmie loves bald intellectual men . hees ./

me and yujie had to gargle this really gross chemical solution shit . to extract check cells . damn gao wei sia . i think i swollened some . EEEEEWWW .

den went ta bedok to meet him and the rest . funny things happened at macs . hees /

then simei . den me and chel went ta tps while they were dota-ing . cos today's tps 20th anniversary or something . saw the choir , blaah . they all said i changed alot . i was like , whr got sia .

den we went back simei again . left at 8.45 to meet daddy . dammit sia . my ma went ta tps to talk to the teachers . -_-" i think she has this obsession with teacher and parent talk shit .

okaay . i'm feeling abit stressed already . shall msg him .

BYEBYE .


I LOVE YOU .

9:43 PM
music is my life


Friday, May 26, 2006

really random pictures . haah .





sec twos during string orch camp .



YIDAA and me advertising fer 2 truth's stall during SNG fiesta .

okaay . i forgot to post about Zukerman's concert on wed .

first piece was nice . Bach's Concerto in E Major i think . the rest of the programme was kinda boring . almost fell asleep .

angela showed me a few of her friends ! those reeaalllyy good violinists . like ike , alan blaah . she talked rubbish ta them while i just stood there . haah .




i like the esplanade when it's late . so nice and romantic . hees .



stupid looking picture . i look like i have no hair can . dunno why i'm posting this photo also .



Zukerman conducting sso . kinda blury cos we're not supposed ta bring camera's into the hall . but then again . who really cares .

okay , enough of Zukerman . yesterday we had Indian Cultural Programme for like the whole day . from 8am till 1.15 . beginning quite boring . budden we played with flour and stuffs . hees .



nice ? ahhas .

watched this Indian movie . actually its quite nice leis . budden we didnt watch finish . no time . had ta go collect PPR and clean up classrooms . BORING .

got scolding from _____ for no reason at all . just cos he was in a bad mood and he wanted to scold someone . dammit . asshole of a teacher . few thousand over students in the school , WHY ME EH ?

ma just came back from parent teacher meeting thing . she said chinese teacher said i was a pleasant and well-mannered girl . YES , I TOTALLY AGREE . HAAHAHAAA .

imran just said i was like what . outspoken ? and that i'm just not quiet in class . geee .

something's wrong with my blogskin . shall go design another one . hees .

will blog again if i'm feel bored again .

my laogong is just too sweet can .
hees .
i love yoou many many .
waahhaas .

1:34 PM
music is my life






hees .




i like my hair when it's spiked . hah .

collected PPR today . sucked like shit . oh wells . parent teacher meeting tml . i mean today . i bet _____ is gonna say shit stuff about me to my ma . grr .

talked ta chel just now . at about 8 ? talk half way she kup my kianwei . so mivio called and talked . den i called into dunno who's phone cos they were conferencing . heard his voice . hees .

den phone connection stuffs . so called mivio again and chat . till about 12.30 . den she went ta sleep . and i'm alone again .

den he called and chat . den phone thing again . and now i'm bored again .

life is all about history repeating eh ?

i'm bored . even daddy's sleeping now can . long time since i last slept after him . hah . daddy was watching tv with me . den when he saw dear called , he went ta sleep . -_-"

now there's this show on channel u . yu le bai fen bai i think . i swear , xiaozhu's damn cute can ! he looks like some over grown baby . hees .

okay . bordom is killing me . i think i'll go sleep now .

he's so sweeet . i think i'm going nuts . hees .


LAOGONG .
i love you alot alot .
i promise u the promise okay ?
:]

loveeees !

1:31 AM
music is my life


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

i am so bored i am going to rot if i sit here for another 1min .

i cannot walk around the house or to the beach simply because ..

I CAN'T WALK PROPERLY .

grrr . fucking insect . bite me will you . maybe i offended you by sitting on your friend or wadever thing tat time on the rocks larhs . wan bite can .. budden can u like ask your NON-poisonious friend bite me anot huuuuuhh .

thanks to that asshole of a thing my ankle is swollen like a baboon's ass . argh . utterly gross .

they're watching da chang jin in school now . pish . but since its at the MPR which is sucha .. weird location for practically the whole level to watch da chang jin in .. missing this probably is a good thing afterall . squinting at a tiny lil screen with a few hundred other girls isnt really my idea of luxury .

rachel lee rui qi is sucha fussy pok . i help you do your friendster profile thingy very good already okay ! still tell me ur picture too big . baah . go do yourself larh pig ! haaah . pangseh me for dennis will you . thanks to you i have no one to entertain me last night . :(

not tat i really mind . i spent the whole night staring at pooh bear . hees . reasons reasons . :]

i finally managed to the chocolates out of the bouquet without damaging the package . hees . i like i like . almost chopped my finger off though . hah . shall go into the embarrasing details .

waaahahaaaa . as of yesterday , i'm going to get married . wheehee .

okay , very random . i'm so bored . how i wish kids central's playing powerpuff girls / sesame street / pokemon or something for me to laugh at . :(

i like blogging . i can type whatever papaya rubbish shit i like and teachers cannot grade me on my writing . wahhaaa .

ATTEN : lim qiuen , mivio wong , debra chow .
i so read books okay . in fact , i've almost finished Simply Divine by Wendy Holden . haaaah . Watermelon's next . whoot .

holidays in 2 days time . better start thinking of ways to get out of the house .

sometimes i feel so empty and useless . i wanna spend more time with him . unfair .

i know he doesnt like to see me sad and all . so i shall be very happy now . cos i can see him again in a few days time ! heees .

okay . i'm going to try and run with one ankle now . toodles !

LOVE YA LAOGONG /

2:25 PM
music is my life


Monday, May 22, 2006

HAPPY SECOND MONTH LAOGONG !
i promise i'll never stop loving you .
i fall deeper in love with you everyday .
stay with me forever okay ?
I LOVE YOU /

went ta little india today . during school hrs . blah . better than studying right ?

got bitten by this asshole insect thing on sat at beach i think . so now my ankle's swollen and it looks like a golf ball protruding out of my leg . eeeww .

went to the docs . gave me cream and all . plus an MC for tml . teehees .

bus trip to and from little india was damn fun larhs . we were practically screaming in the bus . sat at the back and all . going there tat time , mivio had the so-called million dollar seat ! as in smack right in the middle . bus jerked , den she and debra almost flew in front . budden guess wad ?

MARMIE blocked them ! den she said with this damn brave face , "popo's here ! dut need scared . popo will protect you ."

damn funny laaarrhs . yujie took a video . budden she deleted it . or else i would have uploaded it .

i showed them the youtube video thing on miss swan . thanks to stupid rachel lee . haaahh . now everyone's addicted to it . plus the stupid dancing queen song .

DANCING QUEEN by ABBA

You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Dig in the dancing queen

Friday night and the lights are low
Looking out for a place to go
We're they play the right music, getting in the swing
You've come to look for a king
Anybody could be that guy
Night is young and the music's high
With a bit of rock music, everything is fine
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance

You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat from the tambourine, oh yeah
You can dance, you can jive
Having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene
Dig in the dancing queen

You're a teaser, you turn 'em on
Leave 'em burnin and then you're gone
Lookin' out for an other, anyone will do
You're in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance


Music: Björn Ulvaeus, Benny Andersson
Lyrics: Björn Ulvaeus, Benny Andersson, Stig Anderson
Year: 1976

oh gosh . 1976 . we're behaving like aunties ./ whoots .
dammit . the song's stuck in my head now . grr .

hahahaaa . okay . chill .

happy happy . :]



EERRHH . i was late for school . yah .



mivio was teaching us how to pronounce BITCH and BEACH .

"nooo nooo . it's BIT with a CCHHH . dammit , u retarded goon , say it right !"

hees .



BLURED - next .



teehees .












supposedly ghee . it's like animal fats . they use it as oil to cook food .












damn spicy food .



mivio , debra , yujie , dorothy and me . SEXAYE LEGS / dut worry . not my swollen-like-golf-ball one .



back to school in MPR . blured again . WHO'S PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS IS IT ANYWAY ?

-edited-

i changed skin ! whoot . comments anyone ?

i miss you dear .

6:05 PM
music is my life


Sunday, May 21, 2006

aaaahhh .
feel much better now . hees . reason is cause i was msging him just now and all .


I SUDDENLY FEEL REALLY HAPPY . i'm like so blessed caaaaann /

i have him him him him him .
stupid rachel lee who dunnoe die until whr le . contact her also cannot .
and my retardly cute nuers ! heees .

i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE being happy can . i'd rather very much be dead den be sad actually .

oh whoopdido . let's rejoice man . life is good . wahhaahaaa .

sad people should just . piss off . gee . can't you see i'm like happy now .

besides the fact i've got a concert report due, book trails which i lost, and a maths remedial consent form i left in school unsigned .

but . aah . to heck with those stuffs . i'm so happy now . that's all that matters CAN . i say so .

delphine toh's so mean . she's bullying mivio and yujie . and practically all of us with her stupid dao-ing thing . HEY MARMIE . ONLY I CAN BULLY THOSE IDIOTS OKAY . cos they're my daughters . and I SAY SO . i'm happy today so i'm the king of the world ! okay no , queen .

okay . i'm off to slap the person who made me do concert reports . but no worries . nth's gonna make me feel sad today . hees .

LIFE IS GOOD MAN . PRAISE GOD .

darling's sick . aaaaaahhh . TAKKAIR OKAY . REST MORE . must get well horhs .

love ya laogong /
:]

10:25 PM
music is my life


wanted to update more yesterday actually . budden i fell asleep before i could go back to blogger . hah .

went ta church in the morning . was late as usual . only this time .. i was late for like 1 and a half hours . hah . started at 8.30am . i reached at 10.15 . woke up late .

went esplanade to return and get new scores . didnt finish them though . ahhhhh .. fuck .

den marina square to get ____ . poof . gross experience i can tell you . the woman was like , i can help i can help . "-_-

having fucking migraines now . aaaaaaaaahhhhh . slept from 4 till like 6.30 . and i'm still having headache . blogging doesnt really help ease it though .

i miss you .
hees . our second month's tml . dear . sorry maybe cannot go down .. :(

i lloveee the pooh bear so much can . damn cute laaaaah . slept with it last night . hees .

yah lah yah lah . reminds me of you pillow . haaaaaaahhhaaaas .


going little india tml . next wk's enrichment week . which means .. NO STUDYING !!
!(&^)@$*Bkjhwbfk98752171

u can see the happiness all like flowing from me man .

okay . gotta go . ma's screaming .

6:41 PM
music is my life


Saturday, May 20, 2006

just got back from beach .

celebrated anniversary with him today . hees . gave him the stuffs . i made a scrapbook with loads of pictures , captions and all . spent long time on it larhs . now my whole room is full of glitter glue and all .

slept at 4 plus yesterday . den woke up at 5 plus to continue doing . fell asleep den wake up again . den went fer class at 10am .

went ta chel's house after that . dennis was there . actually wanted to go downstairs to walk or smth . give them privacy marhs . den in the end i fell asleep on the floor . den i banged my head against chel's bed the bottom thing . grr .

den he came in cab . we got in den go 445 meet the rest . den bedok .

den took a bus from interchange to beach .

saw many many sparkling stars . :]

he gave me this pooh bear , heart necklace and bouquet of ferrero rochers . like like like .



gotta go . damn tired .

LAOGONG . I LOVE YOU .

9:27 PM
music is my life


Thursday, May 18, 2006

geog test tml . chinese presentation tml . mep concert report due tml . english book review due tml .

AAARRRHHHH . fuck it larhs .

debra's not going to school tml . :(

dearie , mivio and her going to tampines after school . for dance explotion briefing . i'm supposed to go with them and stuffs . den mivio and dearie coming to my house . mivio's going home at 10.30 and dearie's staying over . hees .

apart from that . nth much to look forward to tml .


hais . i miss him like fuck . dunnoe what's going on . hais .
keep feeling so lost and all . hais . budden he said not to think too much . so i'm trying hard not to . hais . why aint you replying me ?

pillow laogong .
can u hear me ?
can u hear my heart crying out silently /
can u feel me aching so badly for you /
use your heart .
i know you can .

hais . i know this is kinda paranoid and all . but i can't help it .
maybe i'm just over-reacting .
or maybe it's all the school workload and scholarship stuff thats getting into me .
whatever the case ,
i love you .

i miss you so .

7:07 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hais . i feel like i'm gonna break down . so many stuffs happened today . i just wanna lean on his shoulder and cry . hais .


-edited-

feel much better already . was talking ta mivio just now . tat girl really cheered me up . THANKS DARLING !

chel called den we talked and all . felt alot alot better also . she's so reatarded in a cute way man . i said "i lost my scholarship thingy" den she was like "HUH ?! u try go find okay ? try ta remember whr u last put in . sure can find de ."

gosh . laopo , you're so cute man .

friendship is bloody important .

laogong . i miss you so much . hais . why arent u replying ? maybe its bcos ur card no money or wad bah . hais . oh wells . if u see this . just wanna let u know i love you .

:]

7:21 PM
music is my life


Monday, May 15, 2006

went ta get the rest of my stuffs . now all i hafta do is piece 'em all up . hees . :]

geog test on friday . oh yay . how joyous . gets me excited and all .

LIKE REAAALL .


anyway . was damn dulan just now . fucking occ . sucha pain in the arse . AARRRRGGHHH .

-breathes in and out .

discriminate me . fuck you larhs . luckily i controlled my temper okay . or else i'd have shoved your head into the guzheng and then stick it into the piano .

i forgot i was blogging . now it's like 1hr later already . hah .
anyway .

MATHS RAMP THINGY DUE TML ! oh gosh . mivio's trying to explain to me how to do the damn report . budden i dut understand what the fuck the msg she's trying to convey to me is .

IM SO SORRY MARMIE'S A TAD BIT DUMB DARLING . hees /

i miss him so much . been doing the stuffs everyday . esp everytime i'm doing the stuffs . i keep thinking about the times we spent together . and me lying on his shoulder and all . hais . MISSING YOU'S DRIVING ME NUTS .

nvm . i'll see you on sat again . we'll celebrate our anniversaries together ya ? hees . pure happiness man . :]

7 more days to 22nd .

man . mivio forgot to hand in jianbao today . 5 marks fer late ! hope linfangting wont call her marmie . -prays /

okay . gotta go . gonna blow cake next door fer darling prissy's bdae . hees .

happy birthday my darling cousin !
seventeen already ya ?
dammit . time passes so fast .
can u like still remember the times we played catch the ball when i was like 3 ?
hees .:]
anyways . HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIUNIU !!

hees . okay . byebye .


pillow !
i miss you alot alot okay .
LOVES /

6:50 PM
music is my life


Friday, May 12, 2006

almost finished my stuffs . just a few finishing touches and im done ! :]
hope he likes it man .

going to ahma's house now . bye !


LAOGONG I LOVE YOU .

4:45 PM
music is my life


Thursday, May 11, 2006

this sucks man .


fuck .




hais . i miss youu .

8:47 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, May 10, 2006

fuck . chinese test tml . if i dut score fer this , i think holiday i dut need go out le .

had tuition with kor's best friend today . he's now officially my tuition teacher . aaaaahhhh . it's all part of kor's plan to spy on me . i can feel it in my bones man . grrrr .

went ta tm to collect my stuffs today . happy happy . now i can FINALLY get started properly . yup (:

i miss him so much can . i think i'm going maaaddd .

smth happened during english that's bloody funny . we were supposed to write this letter of commendation to anyone in our sku , be in fictional or fact . den my group came up with the idea of commending this person called Orh BiSai from sec 2 disgusting . commending her on her upmost bravery for picking her nose in public . it taught us to know how gross and tramatising an experience it will be for people who see this happening . she has done a self sacrificial deed just for educational purposes . HAHAAAA .

actually it's much funnier on paper . i shall post it up once i'm done writting .

okay . i'm going ta do the stuffs now . taataaa ~

i miss yooouuuu dear .

7:09 PM
music is my life


Monday, May 08, 2006

oh no oh no . i'm typing this reeaaall slow . and msging too . cause of this huge budge that's formed on my fingers . thumb and index finger that is . practically crying in pain . okay , not crying , but you get wad i mean . budden i know it's gonna be worth it . (:

i miss him so much .
oauqg bakhdbkzsefb kzsidhj ag zkd gkfg awkefygsk

imran called my ma today . say i fail bio blah . grr . my ma nag nag nag on the fone . called her in the toilet . luckily had mivio , debra and dearie there . or i think i would have soaked my head in the toilet bowl or smth . hah . just kidding abt the toilet bowl thing though .

went ta Ju Eng home today again . did gardening this time . wahlao . so many weird stuffs there . got this huge lizard / carmeleon thingy . some weird looking white legged bug . and a rooster . damn funny . dearie went aroud digging for wadeverthatthingiscalled . she said she was reviving her childhood .

i completed 401 . (: record man .

i've recently become very addicted to the song Jiu Shi Ai Ni by taoze . very nice sia .

wo yi zhi dou xiang dui ni shuo
ni gei wo yi xiang bu dao de kuai le

(:

went ta eat prata at Jalan Kayu with nuers . took cab back . in the end not enough . den kena kick out . had ta walk back home from downtown . hah .

gonna buy new phone . can't decide the model . HELPPPPP .

mivio and me talking about constipation online now . ahhas .

okay . gonna be very random . but as the saying goes , huo dao lao , xue dao lao . yah ?

i've realised the importace of friendship .
i've realised the meaning of true love .
life to it's extent .
satisfactory and contentment .

the feeling of being unable to live without you in my life .
(:

life is good man . i think . hah .
msging him now . BYE !

9:04 PM
music is my life


Sunday, May 07, 2006

i am very happy .
cause i'm blessed by GOD .

besides the fact that my family's abit weird , and my studies are like shit , and the fact i'm about ta fail MEP , my life , other den that , is pretty great .

i have my wonderful amazing most splendid laopo . chel .
cute cute marmie , yuchun .
those insane nuers of mine , who ever fails to cheer me up . like that time at ps . (:

and of cos .

my darling pillow !
thats the best part of all . (:
i <3 you !

5:42 PM
music is my life


Friday, May 05, 2006

yayee . saw him today . made me happy . (:

today in school . wahh . sheer torture . maths CT . chinese zuo wen kao cha . NAPFA 2.4 . mep melody writing performance thingy . wahlao . that one was kinda screwed up .

went ta ps ta watch when a stranger calls with debra , mivio , yujie and nicolette . damn scary larhs ! mivio and me were screaming like shit . spilled cheese from nachos and galare's ice cream on my pinafore . grr .

den 445 meet him . hah . so cute . today dunnoe why so high .

sians . watching show now . toodles . (:

I AM SO HAPPY CAUSE YOU'RE PART OF MY LIFE .
oh no , error .
you're my everything . (:

10:03 PM
music is my life


Thursday, May 04, 2006

fucking dulan .

hey girl . you should know who you are .

bitch . cheebye kia . wan bitch about me den come striaght to my face larhs . think i scared you arhs .
fucking bastard . in front of all of us act like so nice . like as if we're forcing you to do stuffs lidat . wd the fuck lorhs . you're the one always snatching stuffs ta do . my fault arhs ?

wan backstab me also find a better way larhs . dut be sucha fucking moron . and tell those stuffs ta her . if u wanna backstab , using your fucking BRAIN fer fucks sake . oh , i'm sorry , you dut seem to have any . no talks about enhancement .

hah . hope u rot and die man . fucking BITCH .

AAARRRRGGGGHHHH .

trying to concentrate on matters at hand first , BUT I CAN'T . was concentrating well at first . but thanks to that bitch , i cannot think striaght anymore . aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh .

fucking act bimbotic piece of shit . i dunnoe WHY in the world i actually thought you were nice at first . seriously , you should just fuck off my planet . and get out of my life . and for fuck's sake . be considerate to mirrors in the world . and for my sanity . JUST WEAR A PAPER BAG OVER YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU WALK CAN .

aaahhhh . i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you . fucking hell . i'll remember this for life man . trust me . i dut forgive that easily . esp regarding losers example , YOU .

fuck lah .

i miss chel . i miss marmie . I MISS MY PILLLOOOWWW .
hais . dear . i miss you . sorry for all those stuffs . hais .

8:46 PM
music is my life


Wednesday, May 03, 2006

AAAHHH .

i miss ..
miss
miss
miss
miss
miss
miss
miss
miss
YYOOOOOUUUUU .

10:11 PM
music is my life


Tuesday, May 02, 2006

i hate my family .

all screwed up fuckers . they think this is the best fer me . yah ? so all they want is to see me study like fuck , grow up to be a businesswoman or wadever fuck and den die of old age . no fun , no laughter ? wad fucking reasons are these man .

i only live once fer fuck's sake . why can't you let me enjoy my life ? you gave birth to me , yah . so that gives you the authority to run my life ? why dut you go run YOURS first , bitch .

hais . laogong . i need you here ..

8:54 PM
music is my life


Monday, May 01, 2006

i guess missing you's part of loving you .
hais .
it's driving me crazy !
:(


cant go out today . fuck larh .

climbed out of the window . since ma didnt allow me out . guess wad happened ?

I FLEW OUT OF THE HOUSE ! hah . okay okay . i fell out of the window . grr .

supposed ta be studying now . budden i can't concentrate . i'm feeling constipated . AAAHHHH .

i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
i miss him .
:((

1:42 PM
music is my life


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